I am seriously just having one of those days…You know those days where everything feels BLAH? Today is a very blah day .. well actually today’s blah began yesterday.

I’ve not actually been to sleep yet, second time this week I’ve been up all night just twiddling my thumbs away trying my best to actually fall asleep.
So tonight/this morning I thought oh what the heck write a blog.

When your lacking sleep you tend to say things a well rested person may not say, and today there are just some people who I’d like nothing more then to say “go f**k yourself” too.
I mean not just regular people whom I converse with on a regular basis I mean people I’ve known for years but don’t really talk to and some how even though we don’t talk much still they seem to get under my skin and piss me off.
How sad is that really? I mean I am allowing people whom I rarely (If at all) speak with bug the shit out of me.
Ok now I feel quite pathetic but who cares, I’m running on no sleep.

And one of the great things about having a blog like mine is that no one hardly ever drops by, No matter how hard I try to pimp myself out.
No love.

Maybe I am just to much for people to handle, Maybe their minds can not fully comprehend what I put in print and they avoid it because they either do not care or do not understand, Maybe and in most likely of cases I talk to much and they are just like screw this I don’t have time to read her whining about stuff I don’t care about. “go f**k yourself” sorry that slipped out.

OK I am off to chill with my ice coffee (Made with cream, Yes I said cream!)
Maybe I can manage to pull an all day awake and get one heck of a sleep tonight, Not sure.

L8ter

PS. have a nice time in Cancun asshole! (and if by some miracle of a chance you come across this, Save me the hassle and grief and delete me from facebook. You’ve made it clear you want nothing to do with me, But still I persist so why not just do me a favor so I can get over it instead of dwelling on it.)