Ok I’ve just about had it with people who say one thing, do another.
Do what you say and Say what you mean!
Stop jerking people around like they are a puppet.
Seriously, I’ve had it and the next person who thinks they are going to pull the wool over my eyes best watch it as I am so sick of these games I might pop out and bite your darn head off.
Listen I am all for playing around and having a good time but not when it comes to the emotions of another human being.
I think I am a really decent person and to have this done to be again just takes me back to a really bad place and it’s a place I no longer wish to visit.
I’ve lived in one life what many will never experience not even if they came back a dozen times.
I walked through the fires of hell because I felt that’s where I was doomed to be.
It took me a long time to realize I was not meant for that life, That there was something better waiting for me.
So many people took advantage of that lost soul, that little girl that just wanted to be loved.
The took advantage and I felt my heart break over and over and over again.
So I shut them ALL out. I figured if I gave up and gave in no one could ever hurt me again.
And now that I’ve come back out of my shell, taking slow and steady steps it’s happening all over again.
I thought I had rid myself of that little girl, the one with the tortured soul but she still lingers and I can still feel our pain.
To those who wish to hurt me, lie to me, bring me down PISS OFF.
I’ve got no time to waste on you and your childish games. GROW UP!
I’ve come to far to fall back, I won’t and believe me I will rid myself of you if it continues!
*END RANT*
4:34 am
I couldn’t have said that better myself!