I’ve come to a point in my life where I am on this mission to move forward and stop living and thinking in the past, But with out fail people always manage to bring me down.
And I wish nothing more then to learn the ability to just shut them all out.

It pains me to say that I am still in therapy (even though I think everyone should be..they are a great way to release built up stress and have nothing to loose or gain by speaking with you)
But I had thought by now I would not really need her help.

I recently posted a photo of a ring my boyfriend bought me (at the request of my mother…lol) it was just a gift a token of affection, Not “THAT” type of ring.
But who knew it could cause such a ruckus, of course not with my friends but his.

It’s not even real, it’s a $20 set that I really loved in the “Avon” catalog and he got them for me…and it was so sweet of him too
But that little $20 ring set … set off a string of comments that really just brought me down.

And I know what those who read this will say…it doesn’t matter what others say it’s what you think and feel that counts and trust me everyday I try and teach myself this.

Going through what I went through tends to keep me guarded and I sometimes over react to things or view things in a way maybe others don’t.

I know I am not alone though, it seems like there is always someone out there looking to bring someone else down.

I try to remind myself that there are those few (not all) who have nothing better to do then attempt to bring others down to their own miserable way of living.
Then I also try to remember that there are those who just care and voice opinions, but do not think that those opinions may hurt someone’s feelings. I know myself I have stated opinions with out thinking of how someone may feel after hearing it…so I am just as guilty.

it’s just got me all down in the dumps tonight and I write when I am in moods..lol so I wrote