Well it’s late yet again and it’s the 3rd day in a row that I’ve been unable to sleep.
But tonight is not for the same reason as the last two nights.
I’ve had a prescription change and I was taken down on the one drug that actually helped me sleep, so while I sit here bored out of my tree at 2:30am I thought I would write.
Are you one of those people who believes everything happens for a reason?
I really believe we meet certain people, see certain things, do or say some things for a reason.
I don’t think there is anything that is left to “Chance” I think everything we do is to serve a purpose and all of it has a reason.
Sometimes is a small purpose but sometimes it’s for something larger. Something bigger then just you and me.
I never believed in fate when I was younger, it was something over the years I looked back and seen the pattern in my own life.
Fate had sent me certain people to help me to grow, to learn to love and hate, to help me learn to love myself and others.
Some people served their purpose and left my life, but I never forgot what they brought to my life even if for just the shortest of periods.
Sometimes we start journey’s that are wild roller coasters rides, Other times we take our time and allow a journey to simmer.
Sometimes however a journey is side tracked and we have to step off and go elsewhere…But I truly believe even then when the ride is at it’s peak it happened for a reason.
Maybe at this moment I am not suppose to be on that path but this one, so life threw me a curve and I either fall off or turn with the curve.
I’ve had so much going on lately that it’s been a lot to process and through it all I’ve managed to keep a smile on my face.
Recently my weight loss journey has come to a halt, a new path has been shown to me and I know for reasons even I may not know this is where I am suppose to be and I am who I am suppose to be with on this journey.
Remember EVERYTHING happens for a reason, we may not see the reason but there is one.