Today I went to file my income tax and was told “your not entitled to any refund” then they followed it up with “you owe us $85″ I was like this has to be a mistake and by the way I am not paying you money to get no money …

100,000 people feared dead in a horrific 7.0 earthquake yesterday in Haiti.
Haiti is one of the poorest countries in the world and need our help more then ever right now.
Everyone can do something even if its something as simple as passing this link on to other friends.
You do NOT need …

There is currently only an hour and a half  left of 2009 and I have no real words of wisdom or joy to sum this year up.
It was the year of lock down for me, as I shut myself off from the world and pretended I was no longer in …

Today I had a very important meeting with my doctor and for the first time ever I said it out loud….
I am an addict
I am addicted to self destructive behaviour and by this I mean….
For a very long time I have been in self destruct mode and never really wanted …

Wow, As I sit here and think it’s hard to believe that it’s really been almost 3 weeks since I had my last smoke.
However if someone where to ask “was it easy” I would really lean towards the whole “Hello No” response.
The first night with no smoke was fine, I …

Last night I think I experienced the worst pain I have ever felt in my life.
I was actually welcoming this surgery I fear so much just so I would never have to feel this pain again.
I am not sure I can really describe the pain but it almost felt like …

So a few months back I was just sitting around thinking about stuff when it dawned on me that I’d now been a smoker for 14 years.  I thought to myself “wow” that means I’ve been a smoker for basically half my life.
I have to tell you, I may not …

I meet with the surgeon on Monday morning, I have no real idea as to what or how this is suppose to go and I am really just trying to brace myself.
Mom says that they will do more blood work and an exam probably ask the same old questions I’ve …