I’ve come to a point in my life where I am on this mission to move forward and stop living and thinking in the past, But with out fail people always manage to bring me down.
And I wish nothing more then to learn the ability to just shut them all …

I’ve often been asked this question as many have heard the word fibromyalgia but don’t actually know what it does or how it effects a person who has it.
So today I decided, I can’t sleep *thanks fibro* so why not give people a little lesson on just what IS fibromyalgia.
I …

Today My spirit is broken, I feel the dis-pare.
Try to keep moving forward but you hold me back there.
I feel tired, I feel drained. All at once I feel the pain.
These are the days I feel I go completely insane.
I do my best to keep my head held high.
But you …

This is a couple days late, as I keep forgetting I can keep track of everything here
My first four appointments have been made in Windsor .. so now my ball is really rolling and I am so excited and so scared all rolled into the big ball …

Yep just what the title says .. well almost anyway it was last night not this night..lol
Just a random person who does not know me from a hole in the ground decided she didn’t like me and would attempt to offend me by calling me “FAT”
If I had the pleasure …

The first count down of many has begun.
6 more days until my journey to a new life begins.
Over the next months I will begin to blog about my experience through here as well as video uploads.
I will take everyone along with me on my journey to a new me.
This is …

Sometimes there is just a person that makes you feel so good about yourself.
They make you want to be a better person.
This person can be young or old, they are just Special.
I found my someone special almost 13 years ago when I held her in my arms in her parents …

A friend once told me there are 3 things you should never have conversations about with others …This is one of those topics no one is suppose to talk about.
Religion….
I’ve headed to church the last 3 weeks and before that I’ve heard many mention the word of god and gods …